When love has become the past

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I know when the wind is a sophomore, when I was student union members, but also a literary group leader, also served as a news agency editor, so although I have such a full low wind twice, what activities or learning organization What is written is to me, and I also know that Shige no surprise that, when he was at school because of one vote compared noticeable younger brother followed him, and he spend much sought after hand Many people in the school if that is so simple, long enough to handsome, easy to climb will be very interesting. Coincidentally, I once did with him is always presided over by his training, right here, where the wrong impression in my high-handed and he is so strong, but many times I think he particularly men, especially cool, as long as I always used to have his I believe he will handle everything, I always feel like a very ordinary girl, but he can always become the center of gravity in the crowd, often talking about the his side, I watched him hide in a corner laughing, Maybe that is complementary to it, who says he enjoys with me, let him feel the real heart of riding, he was always very assured me, always used to think I am too simple to anyone as a good person, and the natural way crazy big Mahathir, I do not know how many times I Diuguo wallet card keys, so get along in this decade he is not only my love, more often, he is my family, until today, I are confident that he is apart from my parents love me.

when I learned the things he and the girl later, I felt a heart was hollowed out like eyes will always be so affectionate that they will also, when he was sweet to me when I It is no longer the sweet feeling of hypocrisy, I once again to convince yourself this is wrong, but I could not help myself, I was laughing one second could think of a sentence would throw tantrums, this and previous gentle, considerate, and what I have to a large gap between his center, I can not convince yourself to change, there is no way compromise his not perfect, I'm like a child feeling abandoned by their families who are owed me, in fact, I'm divorced just do not want to see that the heart was the most perfect human being tortured to their black and blue, and I fear he can not bear to hear my rebuttal so hysterical and angry words, for any case, I know I can not receive it once Zuiteng I hit one phase of my evil [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I think that I will be dead, I can not wait to leave his home, and I even threatened divorce if he does not I'll give you your home with a green hat to disgrace, these words I said, I finished his signature, and without saying a word, in fact, no one knew when I saw into the divorce certificate, marriage certificate, when that feeling, that feeling did not really know what had gone before [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], This man has nothing to do with me, and can not be said to be missing or empty, is the sudden feeling, Oh, leave it!

After the divorce we do not never in contact with others, in addition to his years as I have no friends, my house is a typical female, every day is the two front-line work, home, and these years I families are living in the care of life, I can not cook, I will not even smoke machine cleaning, so I am accustomed to his call, the security door open is not opened, blocked sewers, the switch does not bright, and so things, and there brother, I also want the child [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], the greater the more I think he his, but often I just feel he is one of my relatives, a family member, but he is not in my heart, and he I still prefer a strong management of the East Coast West, I do something wrong I still like to yell the training, and sometimes I wish he could express his meaning properly, and we both like the same as everyone pique children who want to conquer, he wanted me to change back to that moment in every possible way to his little girl, I admired him from beginning to worship to accept his shortcomings, really a bit and add the feeling of love and hate, many people may think we are the there is no room, but I know, I know we do not have heart, we left most is family responsibility, as he said he was worried about me, see I had a good marriage, or he will choose In my mind, but we are still very close and love has nothing to do, that is used to it, anything I'm used to looking for him, he must help me to complete. This is a very strange state and feel.

friends a few friends, but who can hold in my heart, and he would not let me exchange, in his mind I was his, even though the divorce is temporary, he could not accept his wife and others together, I know that if I lived together and who he will not let me go home at the mention of the topic, often angry easily find their own individual wanted to marry, the province's always lived in his shadow, so die Hu does not rely on, so I do not know what, maybe I really saw a lot of fiction, expect him to imagine himself as deeply moved as I care about me again, but life is not my text control , life is dull reality, and we are no longer so young age.